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I really miss tumblr. i forgot about it actually ;) anyhooters, the world has totally changed for me since the last time i updated. New caffeinated life. for now imma sleep. nights.

hi all. i dno what to wish for 2010. i really dont. i just wana make wiser decisions and follow the right path. graduating from poly in 5 weeks time. a huge step forward now.

ermm. 2009 = not so good year for me. 2010 = no difference just yet. i all i want is more fun, more opportunity, more thrills, learn more stuff, do new things, network more, etc. shall list down more later. cos the mind’s kinda blank now. really need to work on my contacts. found out that its really useful in soo many ways. im talking about work, business and shit.

what to do after graduation?? apply uni? internship? i dno man. initial plan was soccer and internship. now soccer gone for now. left with internship. after which ns comes into picture. another “life-changer”.

a lil scary. really. no more teen year. gonna be 20 in a few months time. 20 leh! not 20teen. kanina! actually no difference. still boring

i miss soccer man. the last time i played it was last year. it was soo fun. my god. like i had somethi to persue, something i love to do, my passion. but till date, my knee is still screwed. praying for it to be better. alot of my ex teamates are doing good in the craft. some playing for the freakin national team, sea games team, etc. fuck thn where the fuck am i. no where. not even the sch team. why? knee screwed. my debut match for my sch yeah. knee got screwed again after 2 mins of playing. fuck fuck fuck. but whatever see how it goes.

i really love to curse. it feels very wholesome. nothing beats the feeling of cursing. my friends know that well. they do that alot too. bad hats. or yes. there u go! a new year resolution. reduce profanities.but im soo gonna miss them :( siansation.

i miss alot of stuff actually. alot yes alot. i know i didnt bold ‘alot’ to emphasize it but it is alot. trust me.

tmr’s the frst day of school. praying for it to be a good start. shan’s class. gonna screw u tmr. make the class fun or i’ll complain to MOE. wah sounds fun. miss complaining to the authorities too. misses. sigh..

kk enough lah. this is freaking tumblr not story book k ikhlas. screw u.

k bye guys. happy “new” year. hope to see something NEW. fuckface.

unstookie:

When was the last time you cried? months back. thanks to the onions. never chop onions again! they’ll kill u!

Have you ever faked sick? only once in my life. pri 4. faked dirrhae. went to the clinic and yes i happened to have it. yes, im a beautiful liar.

Have you ever danced in the rain? yes. during a soccer match.

Have you ever tried drugs? duh. everyone does. Caffeine?

Do you smoke? while presenting in class. smoke through some answers sometimes.

What kind of music do you like? music that evoke deep feelings.

Do you get along with your family? depends
Have you ever bitten someone? yes

What’s your favourite childhood memory? spending time with my cousins and one particular aunt. all of whom migrated to usa since i was 8

Do you believe in love at first sight? probably. but hmmm. peple need to learn how to differentiate love and infactuation
Do you believe in karma? duhhh..do bad stuff, face bad consequences la. its not called karma. its called use your bloody brains.

What are you afraid of? failure and losing my loved ones including myself.

What does your screen name mean? means sincerity + my other name.

What is the longest relationship you have had? current.

Do you make wishes on shooting stars? never seen one and i dont believe in such things.

Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? no. once hated, always be hated.

Have you ever stolen anything? kisses :D

Do you have any hidden talents? i can destroy your life. muahaha

What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? my dream

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? yes. abit.

Are you happy with the life you have? no.