2010


hi all. i dno what to wish for 2010. i really dont. i just wana make wiser decisions and follow the right path. graduating from poly in 5 weeks time. a huge step forward now.

ermm. 2009 = not so good year for me. 2010 = no difference just yet. i all i want is more fun, more opportunity, more thrills, learn more stuff, do new things, network more, etc. shall list down more later. cos the mind’s kinda blank now. really need to work on my contacts. found out that its really useful in soo many ways. im talking about work, business and shit.

what to do after graduation?? apply uni? internship? i dno man. initial plan was soccer and internship. now soccer gone for now. left with internship. after which ns comes into picture. another “life-changer”.

a lil scary. really. no more teen year. gonna be 20 in a few months time. 20 leh! not 20teen. kanina! actually no difference. still boring

i miss soccer man. the last time i played it was last year. it was soo fun. my god. like i had somethi to persue, something i love to do, my passion. but till date, my knee is still screwed. praying for it to be better. alot of my ex teamates are doing good in the craft. some playing for the freakin national team, sea games team, etc. fuck thn where the fuck am i. no where. not even the sch team. why? knee screwed. my debut match for my sch yeah. knee got screwed again after 2 mins of playing. fuck fuck fuck. but whatever see how it goes.

i really love to curse. it feels very wholesome. nothing beats the feeling of cursing. my friends know that well. they do that alot too. bad hats. or yes. there u go! a new year resolution. reduce profanities.but im soo gonna miss them :( siansation.

i miss alot of stuff actually. alot yes alot. i know i didnt bold ‘alot’ to emphasize it but it is alot. trust me.

tmr’s the frst day of school. praying for it to be a good start. shan’s class. gonna screw u tmr. make the class fun or i’ll complain to MOE. wah sounds fun. miss complaining to the authorities too. misses. sigh..

kk enough lah. this is freaking tumblr not story book k ikhlas. screw u.

k bye guys. happy “new” year. hope to see something NEW. fuckface.